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I do remember.

30 Mar

Somehow

I found myself lost

crumbled

missing the part of my life I’ve thrown away

for the sake of my religion

missing the ones I’ve backed away from

for the sake of my religion

missing the things I thought of as home, but threw away

for the sake of my religion.

(I know I have a fickle heart

and a bitterness

and a wandering eye

and a heaviness in my head.)

Wahai Tuhan,

ampunkanlah.

tabahkanlah.

sabarkanlah.

lapangkanlah dadaku.

berilah aku kekuatan untuk memaafkan diriku.

kekuatan untuk tidak menoleh ke belakang

dan kekuatan untuk tidak bertapak ke belakang.

Kuatkanlah,

kuatkanlah,

kuatkanlah.

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Posted by on March 30, 2012 in cloudy mind, old memory box

 

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