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It’s not right, and I’m grateful that you couldn’t distinguish between my flu-laden voice and my crying voice.

05 Oct

I’m happy when I’m teasing and bullying you. So happy. But it’s not right…….. it’s not. There’s guilt and shame overwhelming inside me.

It’s not right, yet I can’t quit you.

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Mak cik dekat masjid: Sorang je ke, suami mana?

Me: Er makcik saya belum kahwin…

Mak cik: Ah ye keeee. *senyum* Tunang takkan tak ada?

Me: Sapa la nak kat saya ni mak cik~ *senyum memancar*

Mak cik: Dah ada kawan ke belum?

Me: …………belum. *senyum dah bertukar jadi senyum paksa*

Mak cik: Kalau mak cik perkenalkan anak makcik, setuju tak?

Me: *senyap tak terkata apa. kalau hang lambat sangat tokwan oi lama-lama kempunan la hang aku dah selamat orang lain curi hang ingat aku mampu tepis lama-lama ka*

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Posted by on October 5, 2012 in cloudy mind

 

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